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haix damn sian today... i realized how biased my parents are...when my big sis is having her exam...my mum gave her ALL the farking bird nest and stupid tonics..it's all loh..then what about my exam? as if they care loh...my second sis oso din get so many bird nest...but i worse la everything my mum will gif them the best...then save those not so good ones for me...so shitty loh so what if they live outside...they only know how to scold me...

my dad is moronic loh he complains i dun teach him english when he went for the lessons and met probs in his hw...c'mon..do i haf the time?? and they are all the basics of english i learnt in pri3 leh...u tink i will remember meh...and it's not i nv help him b4 loh..i free and good mood i help him do his hw even...how farking lazy can he get... so when he said me i argued back that when i asked him chinese..he oso nv help much..and he insisted that he forgot...well, i haf also forgotton abt those basic el!! he forget is nth wrong..i forget is wrong...and he said i haf no respect for elders...please loh he got respect me oso or not...really cant be bothered wif him liao..say i arrogant..he's worse..elder jiu can bully pple...what shitty parents do i haf...kaoz

i find that sum pple are really fake loh... when they need your help they becum so nice and stick to you lyk glue... when they dun need your help they heck care you... it's lyk making use of pple lidat... very selfish ok... i've met so many of them..since pri sch until now..very disgusted wif such pple loh...very angry that i haf such frenz and they dun even noe they are really beri guofen loh...i've been putting up wif it liaox...so farked up ok... and when i need help...how many pple are actually willing to be there for me... and not only make use of pple...sum are fake in other ways loh...this world is forever like this.. and i'm always the sway one who gets to see how ugly sum pple look.. and it really bothers me.. and sometimes i wonder what we are living for...tell me what are the colours of life? you get them...and you lose them eventually...what's the point? i cant find anybody and anything that can really make me happy...everytime i'm happy.. something happens and i'm sad again...i'm so tired loh... suddenly becum so sick of life... what is this...

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